GET TO KNOW ME :)
Hello there! As you all know, my name is Nur Fatin Syakirah. I was born on 28th May 2002 and yes I'm a Gemini. I'm a very much introvert kind of person so I don't seem to talk that much but if I'm comfortable with you, then, please bear with me ;) I have 3 siblings and I'm the eldest. Alongside, I have 2 brothers, one a year younger than me and the age gap between me and the youngest is 9 years. So, in the picture on your left is me and my brother, Hafiz. I think it was taken back in 2009 or 2008 if I'm not mistaken.
The first and second picture is the baby version of me while the third picture is me and my brother while he is still a baby. The fourth picture was taken on my second birthday I guess. It's me, my mom and the presents that I got from others which were mainly books. It is because at that time I like to read a lot and yeah as you can see I love books. Growing up, I developed an interest in books and reading because I was exposed to it ever since I was a kid and I grew up in an environment of people who likes to read which is my family specifically my aunt. They really supported my hobby and even bought me a bunch of books. When I was 7, my aunt bought me a Harry Potter book which is the first book of the series and for those who don't know it is the Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone. I tried reading it and I didn't finish it until now because at that time, for a 7-year-old, the book's language is not for my level and I find it hard to understand so yeah it results in me abandoning the book. I've got a completed series of Harry Potter books thanks to my aunt who gave me presents every year until the last book of the series which is the Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows. What a waste actually because I didn't even read those books. How unfortunate ;)
So let's skip to the most beautiful moment in my life which was during my secondary school years. I got accepted to Sekolah Menengah Sains Tengku Abdullah located at Raub, Pahang. I spent 5 years there and without a doubt, it was a very splendid and bittersweet experience for me. I made many friends, have crushes, heartbreak and many more. It made me who I am today and yes, I think they will be my lifelong friends because we promised each other to keep in touch no matter what happens. They were my second family and I LOVE THEM SO MUCH. Words cannot describe how much I miss them but yeah I hope they're doing well in college or whatever they pursue. If you're reading this ( my high school friends ), I'm very grateful and blessed to have you guys throughout my life in school.
So let's talk about me. I don't think anyone knows this but I have social anxiety. I get very anxious if I were surrounded by people and it's very hard to interpret what I feel into words so I won't talk about this anymore because yeah it makes me uncomfortable saying this out loud. Fun fact: I'm left-handed. So shout out to all the lefties out there because we're special human beings. My friends see me as a bubbly and cheerful person but trust me I'm not like that most of the time. Also, I'm not a talkative person and I don't like initiating a conversation so please don't talk to me. I tend to make things awkward because of my social anxiety ;( But there are times where I become very chaotic and that is the only time where you see me talking nonstop. It rarely happens and will only happen when I'm with my closest friends or people I'm comfortable with. I think I'm a crybaby because I shed tears easily and usually over petty things. I develop this trait in December 2019. At that time I just finished my SPM and my emotions were all over the place. I broke down easily and I like to cry at night while listening to BTS songs. I don't like to share my problems or feelings with anyone but there is one person who knows me inside out and we don't have secrets between us. It is non-other than my brother, Hafiz. I can't keep a secret from him and I don't know why but I will always end up telling him everything that I did be it good or bad. He's like my walking diary. Hafiz if you're reading this, I hate you.
My short term goal is to pass every subject during finals which is around the corner. I just hope that I can finish my foundation year smoothly and quickly. It's very tiring if you ask me and I'm barely surviving right now ;) But if things are getting out of control and gets overwhelming, listening to Avril Lavigne and BTS is what I do. As an avid fan of BTS, their discography is what I jam to. These are some of my favourite songs.